Things have changed around for me, For awhile now, my girlfriend and I have been having problems internally. No one knows cause obviously no one pays attention... but there is.... now, it is officially off... for 6 months, our relationship had gone down hill.......

    But that's not what this post is all about. Now that things are off, I've found new hope in a very good friend of mine. Although its not official, our discreet friendship may blossom some day... I do not feel this is a rebound whatsoever which many of you ppl may consider it. I am an independent person who DOES NOT NEED someone. Its just nice to share my experiences and happiness. I don't care what people think. Do what you think makes you feel happy. Live your life as if its your last day. Life is just too damn short. Bring hope to life with your own two hands :) I dunno i'm rambling once again.. i just don't know what to type on here..  everyone take care, I know you're not in my life anymore and you probably dun really care that much but hey, as if i care lol. Take care all... I'm now a happier person :) I've become stronger by the minute. Fight for what you believe ;) WHOOT!!!

   ON other news :D

          my ragnarok character has finally become its next class! From simple little mage to now, an all overpowering WIZARD!!!

wHOOOT!!!! took me forever!!!!!! :D I am proud to announce its stats too

   Base: 63   Job: 27
   Str:    1
   Dex:   25
   Agi:    9+3
   Int:     90+10
   Luk:   1
   whatever the other one is:  1

   current skills:
   Lord of Vermillion lv3 <-- currently maxing out
   Storm Gust           lv5
   Fire Pillar              lv9   <-- expensive move -_-' very useful tho
   Fire Wall              lv10
   Firebolt                lv5
   Coldbolt              lv6
   FrostDiver           lv10
   Sight
   Teleport
   Energy Coat
   Thunderbolt         lv4
   Jupetel Thunder   lv5
   Thunderstorm      lv1
   Napalmbeat        lv1
   Fireball                lv5  <--- i know i messed up
  

I suppose its about time i enter something into this old hunk-a-junk... no one reads it anywho :P but anywayz. I've started school now, its so different.... its not so much of it being HARD or anything... well yet... but its so different compared to how we've lived our lives 12-13 years past. College is a big step, I hope i'll be successful... no i know i will! Its going to take a little work, now i see what my brother goes through a little more... the more i grow up the more i see... i kinda feel bad for how i've been in the past.. maybe i shouldve thought about things earlier.... my habit of things :\... but i can't change those now can't I? I have to continue to push on forward and don't regret what has already happened... dont' let my past pull me down... i must strive to be the best i will and CAN ever be! It is my goal... to make all that i've let down happy...

     Fight-o Fight-o FIgHT-O!!!!!!!!!

                                Peter-sama

Hawaii....

       Tropical paradise... water is so clean.. its like pool water.... except salty... Ive been to Kai Lua beach, Waikiki Beach, Haunama Bay, you name it... even Ala Moana Beach... to them, ala moana beach is kinda dirty... to me, it was likie OMG HEAVEN!!!!!! never have i seen ocean water so clean :)

       I might go shopping tomorrow and stuff.... hrm..... alot of DDR going around.... all my cuzzins are becoming quite godly with DDR and stuffs.... each and everyday seemed to have some kind of event going around....... each and everyday.... well that's all for now.

                                            .pEteEeee

I see no one's taken my survey yet :P

         Oh well... I feel like a change in layouts for awhile :P maybe a few days =P oh well... but what should my theme be of next? Any suggestions?  Oh wait that's right :P barely anyone comes here anymore ;) I decided it'll be FULL METAL PANIC theme this time :P seeing as how i enjoyed watching the series.. and ABOUT TO BE COMPLETE WITH IT TOO!! :D ITS SO AWESOME! Sousuke Sagara.... he's so awesome :P i sound gay but screw you! Wish i could pilot one of those AS's...... wish they were even real to start off with...

               .pEteEEeee

                      i'd go to any measure just to pilot one of those babies ;)

sigh... another long day

      I recently got my time crisis3 back and its been fun :P Even my dad thought it was pretty intriguing... i turned on the unlimited sub-weapon ammo and he went ballistic on the machinegun... didn't bother changing to use anything else...

     Its lonely lately... I can't seem to find enough things to do!!!!! Games, anime, games, anime, chores, eat, exercise, bleh bleh blah blah.... sigh... its jsut bleh out here...

                    payce ya'llz

                             .pEteEEeeEee

                I planned to write more... i just got lazy suddenly

SURVEY TIME :P (compliments to the lilmousey)

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
35. Would you sleep with me?